20120509





Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.
T'was Grace that taught...
my heart to fear.

And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear...
the hour I first believed.
Through many dangers, toils and snares...
we have already come.

T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home.
The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
as long as life endures.

When we've been here ten thousand years...
bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
then when we've first begun.
Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

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In memory of our mother
You were a precious gift from God above,
so much beauty, grace and love.
You touched our hearts in so many ways,
your smile so bright even on the bad days.
You heard God's whisper calling you home,
you didn't want to go and leave us alone.
You loved us so much, you held on tight,
till all the strength was gone and you could no longer fight.
He had called your name twice before,
you knew you couldn't make him wait anymore.
So you gave your hand to God and slowly drifted away,
knowing that with our love we will be together again some day.

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Mother, you left us so suddenly at 9:37am on 5th May 2012 but it doesn't matter anymore cos I know you are now with the Lord ending all your miseries and responsibilities just the way you trust me when I told you while you're in coma. No doubt you left me with nothing but your love and memories shall remain with me forever. I just wanna thank you for being the best mother you could despite you were alone with me when dad left us to be with Lord. I'm also thankful to God that I managed to give you my best when I could afford it and delivered my best when you left us to be with the Lord. I pray that your soul is at peace now after the Last Sacrament I managed in time for you,thanks to Father Lucas Ng. Thanks to the the Power of God. I wish you the very best and in utmost happiness in Heaven above now. No matter what had happened intentionally or otherwise,please remember I have always loved you with all my heart. Till we meet again in heaven above someday...

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The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want. 
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
he leadeth me beside the still waters.
He restoreth my soul:
he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil: for thou art with me;
thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies;
thou annointest my headwith oil;
my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.
and I will dwell in the house of The Lord forever.

Hail Mary, Full of grace,
the Lord is with you Blessed art thou who amomg women
Blessed is the Lord of thy womb Jesus
Your kingdom come as will is done as in Heaven
Give us today our daily as we forgive those who sinned against us
Do not bring us to the test but deliver us from the evil.

Amen.
Rest in Eternal Peace...Mother dear.


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20120402

the way i feel tonight



Turn the music way down low,
Let me see you in the glow.
In the fire light you are shining....
Though it's much too soon to know,
If this love I feel will grow.
Let's take tonight to start out finding....
'Cause the way I feel tonight,
Everything will be alright.
I will keep your candle burning.
Oh, yes, the way I feel tonight
Everything will be alright,
And the way I feel tonight, I love you.
Close the door and turn the key,
Open up your heart to me.
I can see your love light glowing. L
et your body melt in mine, Let us taste each other's wine.
'Til the cup is overflowing........
'Cause the way I feel tonight,
Everything will be alright.
I will keep your candle burning.
Oh, yes, the way I feel tonight.
Everything will be alright,
And the way I feel tonight, I love you.
Baby, I love you........ Baby, I love you.......

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i clearly remembered this song playing on the radio almost everynight when i was doing my homework when i was 12...it touched my soul and i was thinking who will be the "ONE"....one fine day...and i'm missing him now while he is far away on work...
baby...i love you.

for you




어쩜 우린 복잡한 인연에
Maybe we are people
서로 엉켜있는 사람인가봐
Tangled in a complicated relationship
나는 매일 네게 갚지도 못할만큼
Everyday I am debted to you
많은 빚을 지고 있어
Debts that are too much for me to pay back
연인처럼 때론 남남처럼
Sometimes like a couple, sometimes like strangers
계속 살아가도 괜찮은 걸까
Can we keep living on like that
그렇게도 많은 잘못과 잦은 이별에도
Despite countless mistakes and separations
항상 거기 있는 너
You are still there

날 세상에서 제대로 살게해 줄
I know that you are the only person
유일한 사람이 너란걸 알아
Who can help me live properly in this world
나 후회없이 살아가기 위해
I, in order to live without regrets,
너를 붙잡아야 할테지만
Should keep you by my side
내 거친 생각과 불안한 눈빛과
My rough mind and unstable expressions
그걸 지켜보는 너
And you watching it
그건 아마도 전쟁같은 사랑
That is a love like a war
난 위험하니까 사랑하니까
Because I'm dangerous, because I love you
너에게서 떠나줄꺼야
I will leave from you
너를 위해 떠날꺼야
I will leave for you

20120229

set fire to the rain




I let it fall, my heart,
And as it fell you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:]
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
Feel you here forever
You and me together
Nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew,
All the things you'd say,
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:]
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where it felt something die
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!

Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.

[Chorus:]
I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames
Where it felt something die
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh, ohhhh!

Oh noooo
Let it burn
Oh oh ohhhh
Let it burn
Oh oh ohhhh
Let it burn
Oh oh ohhhh

20120222

louder





I'm staring out of my window
And the rain is pouring down
When you left, I was so low
But I'm not gonna drown

I don't need no shoulder
I'm gonna be a soldier
I just wanna feel somethin' I don't understand

I'm just gonna run right through the rain
I'm just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart beat louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

I, I am over overthinking of how to get you back
I'm checking out for the weekend
And I ain't going back

I don't need no shoulder
I'm gonna be a soldier
I just wanna feel somethin' I don't understand

I'm just gonna run right through the rain
I'm just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart beat louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

Oh, letting go
Yet it feel so good, so right
Oh, all I know
Is that I let my heart beat
Heart speak louder than my louder than my
Heart beat heart speak louder than my louder than my
Heart beat heart speak louder than my louder than my louder, louder, louder, louder

I'm just gonna run right through the rain
I'm just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart beat louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

20120220

it's cold~yes, captain OST





Saranghada apeun geon
Nunmuri yagin geonde
Geudaen amu jalmot eomneunde
Jakku mianhadaeyo

Nal wihae ulji mayo
Gwaenchanhayo da ihaehaeyo
Ulbojyo geudaeran saram
Geureoke yeoryeo eotteoke bonaeyo

Naui sarangeun neomuna chuwoyo
Gaseum siryeoyo tteonagamyeon andwaeyo
Joheun gieogi da eoreoseo
Jiuji motamyeon nokji anheumyeon
Eojjeojyo

Haessalmajeo chagapjyo
Geudae eomneun haruneun
Du son mojarage manhayo
Geudael tteoollineun il

Nal wihae utji mayo
Himdeuldan geol nan jal anikka
Babojyo geudaeran saram
Na geokjeongdwaeseo eotteoke gallaeyo

Naui sarangeun neomuna chuwoyo
Gaseum siryeoyo tteonagamyeon andwaeyo
Joheun gieogi da eoreoseo
Jiuji motamyeon nokji anheumyeon
Eojjeojyo

Geuman doraseo gaseyo
Seoseongimyeon jabeulji moreunikka
Seuchijido marayo majuchiji marayo
Dallyeoga warak angil tenikka

Ojik geudaeman barago baraeyo
Nae mam arado dagaomyeon andwaeyo
Tto dasi geudael saranghaedo
Apeumman julkka bwa nunmul julkka bwa
Duryeopjyo
Geudaen gieogi deo chupjyo

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English Translation:

when you're in pain from love, tears are the medicine
you have no faults but you keep saying that you're sorry

don't cry for me
it's alright, i understand it all
you're such a crybaby
how can i let you go if you're so soft?

my love is so cold
my heart is cold, you can't leave
if the good memories all freeze
and if it can't be erased, if it doesn't melt
what do i do?

even the sunlight is cold on days without you
counting with my two hands is not enough for all the things that remind me of you

don't smile for me
because i know how hard it is for you
you're such a fool
how can you leave if you're so worried about me?

my love is so cold
my heart is cold, you can't leave
if the good memories all freeze
and if it can't be erased, if it doesn't melt
what do i do?

just turn around and go now
because if you hesitate, i might hold onto you
don't even brush past me, don't run into me
because i might run to you and hug you

i only hope and hope for you
even if you know my heart, don't come to me
even if i love you again
because i might give you pain, i might give you tears
i'm afraid
your memories are colder

20120218

greatest love of all





I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

Everybody's searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfilled my needs
A lonely place to be
And so I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed at least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity

Because the greatest love of all is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me
The greatest love of all is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself, it is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed at least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity

Because the greatest love of all is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me
The greatest love of all is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself, it is the greatest love of all

And if by chance that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

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thank you so much, my dearest whitney for your wise words in your lyrics. tho it has been almost 2 decades, i still live my life as in the lyrics no matter how temptation can appear from anywhere. i know i lived on my honesty and wholesomeness cos i wanna live a life free of debt of kind and material . my kids are the best thing that ever happened to me altho it has been a lonely journey but it;s okay cos i found my strength in loving them :) i will make sure i will pass this classic song to my younger generations when they are ready for parenthood in future.

you have a peaceful journey to heaven free from all pain and be in paradise eternally.RIP.

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