20120929

what's left of me







Watch my life pass me byIn the rear view mirrorPictures frozen in timeAre becoming clearer

I don't wanna waste another dayStuck in the shadow of my mistakes, yeah

‘Cause I want you and I feel youCrawling underneath my skinLike a hunger, like a burningTo find a place I've never been

Now I'm broken and I'm fadingI'm half the man I thought I would beBut you can have what's left of me

I've been dying insideLittle by littleNo where to go but going out of my mindIn endless circles

Running from myself untilYou gave me a reason for standing still

And I want you and I feel youCrawling underneath my skinLike a hunger, like a burningTo find a place I've never been

Now I'm broken and I'm fadingI'm half the man I thought I would beBut you can have what's left of me

Falling faster, barely breathingGive me something to believe inTell me it's not all in my head

Take what's left of this manMake me whole once again

‘Cause I want you and I feel youCrawling underneath my skinA hunger, like a burningTo find a place I've never been

Now I'm broken and I'm fadingI'm half the man I thought I would beYou can have all that's left, yeah yeah yeahWhat's left of me

I've been dying inside, you seeI'm going outta my, outta my mindI'm just running in circles all the time

Will you take what's left?Will you take what's left?Will you take what's left of me?Just running in circles in my mind

Will you take what's left?Will you take what's left?What you take is what's left of meWhat's left of me...
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the story behind this song in REAL not REEL.
when one relationship ended, another new one will come.when jessica left nick, he sang this song to overcome his hurt.i could felt his deep pain during that time i watched him sing this song. ironically , vanessa entered his life as the model in this MTV andtoday she is the mother of their adorable baby boy , camden john lachey born on 13th sept, 2012.
what's left on him is a gorgeous wife and beautiful son.well done! nick.


I can't hate you anymore






An empty room can be so deafeningThe silence makes you wanna screamIt drives you crazy

I chased away the shadows of your nameAnd burned the picture in a frameBut it couldn't save me

And how could we quit somethingWe never even tried?Well you still can't tell me why

We built it upTo watch it fallLike we meant nothing at all

I gave and gaveThe best of meBut couldn't give you what you need

You walked awayYou stole my lifeJust to find what you're looking for

But no matter how I tryI can't hate you anymoreI can't hate you anymore

You're not the person that you used to beThe one I want who wanted meAnd that's a shame but

There's only so many tears that you can cryBefore it drains the light right from your eyesAnd I can't go on that way

And so I'm letting goOf everything we wereIt doesn't mean it doesn't hurt

We built it upTo watch it fallLike we meant nothing at all

I gave and gaveThe best of meBut couldn't give you what you need

You walked awayYou stole my lifeJust to find what you're looking for

But no matter how I tryI can't hate you anymore

Sometimes you hold so tightIt slips right through your handsWill I ever understand?

We built it upTo watch it fallLike we meant nothing at all

I gave and gaveThe best of meBut couldn't give you what you need

You walked awayYou stole my lifeJust to find what you're looking for

But no matter how I tryI can't hate you anymore

We built it upTo watch it fallLike we meant nothing at all

I gave and gaveThe best of meBut couldn't give you what you need

You walked awayYou stole my lifeJust to find what you're looking for

But no matter how I tryI can't hate you anymore....
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i can't hate you anymore cos you're gone from my life...



 

20120922

dark side




There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away

Don't run away
Promise you'll stay

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if you can't stay, then f**k off my life~!!!


stronger





You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want

You think you got the best of me
Think you've had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on, over you

You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You try to break me, but you see

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken-hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking about me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

[2x]
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

(When I'm alone)

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i'm getting stronger each day , that's why i'm still alive~!!!

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