20120220

it's cold~yes, captain OST





Saranghada apeun geon
Nunmuri yagin geonde
Geudaen amu jalmot eomneunde
Jakku mianhadaeyo

Nal wihae ulji mayo
Gwaenchanhayo da ihaehaeyo
Ulbojyo geudaeran saram
Geureoke yeoryeo eotteoke bonaeyo

Naui sarangeun neomuna chuwoyo
Gaseum siryeoyo tteonagamyeon andwaeyo
Joheun gieogi da eoreoseo
Jiuji motamyeon nokji anheumyeon
Eojjeojyo

Haessalmajeo chagapjyo
Geudae eomneun haruneun
Du son mojarage manhayo
Geudael tteoollineun il

Nal wihae utji mayo
Himdeuldan geol nan jal anikka
Babojyo geudaeran saram
Na geokjeongdwaeseo eotteoke gallaeyo

Naui sarangeun neomuna chuwoyo
Gaseum siryeoyo tteonagamyeon andwaeyo
Joheun gieogi da eoreoseo
Jiuji motamyeon nokji anheumyeon
Eojjeojyo

Geuman doraseo gaseyo
Seoseongimyeon jabeulji moreunikka
Seuchijido marayo majuchiji marayo
Dallyeoga warak angil tenikka

Ojik geudaeman barago baraeyo
Nae mam arado dagaomyeon andwaeyo
Tto dasi geudael saranghaedo
Apeumman julkka bwa nunmul julkka bwa
Duryeopjyo
Geudaen gieogi deo chupjyo

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English Translation:

when you're in pain from love, tears are the medicine
you have no faults but you keep saying that you're sorry

don't cry for me
it's alright, i understand it all
you're such a crybaby
how can i let you go if you're so soft?

my love is so cold
my heart is cold, you can't leave
if the good memories all freeze
and if it can't be erased, if it doesn't melt
what do i do?

even the sunlight is cold on days without you
counting with my two hands is not enough for all the things that remind me of you

don't smile for me
because i know how hard it is for you
you're such a fool
how can you leave if you're so worried about me?

my love is so cold
my heart is cold, you can't leave
if the good memories all freeze
and if it can't be erased, if it doesn't melt
what do i do?

just turn around and go now
because if you hesitate, i might hold onto you
don't even brush past me, don't run into me
because i might run to you and hug you

i only hope and hope for you
even if you know my heart, don't come to me
even if i love you again
because i might give you pain, i might give you tears
i'm afraid
your memories are colder

20120218

greatest love of all





I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

Everybody's searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone who fulfilled my needs
A lonely place to be
And so I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed at least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity

Because the greatest love of all is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me
The greatest love of all is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself, it is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed at least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity

Because the greatest love of all is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me
The greatest love of all is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself, it is the greatest love of all

And if by chance that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

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thank you so much, my dearest whitney for your wise words in your lyrics. tho it has been almost 2 decades, i still live my life as in the lyrics no matter how temptation can appear from anywhere. i know i lived on my honesty and wholesomeness cos i wanna live a life free of debt of kind and material . my kids are the best thing that ever happened to me altho it has been a lonely journey but it;s okay cos i found my strength in loving them :) i will make sure i will pass this classic song to my younger generations when they are ready for parenthood in future.

you have a peaceful journey to heaven free from all pain and be in paradise eternally.RIP.

20120212

i look to you




As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I’m lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?

Chorus:
I look to you,
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
aI look to you,
I look to you
And when melodies are gone In you I hear a song
I look to you

'bout to lose my breath
There's no more fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door

And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm go'n make it
Nothing to do but lift my head


My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
Shine on me!





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RIP my favourite singer WHITNEY HOUSTON.
Thank you for all your amazing songs that accompanied me throughout my tough journey over the years from college to my marriage life.All your lyrics rhymed with all the feelings I had. Your voice was a melody sent from heaven to heal my soul. Greatest Love of All was the first song that inspired me succeed in my career and wanting to be the best mother. I'll never forget your movie BODYGUARD and all the inspirational songs like : I didn't know my own strength. Did't we almost had it all and of course your amazing: I wanna dance with somebody who loves me always got me thru my art projects and ready for my girls parties. I was always looking out for your new songs and the last one was this : I look to you that make me strong thru my ordeal alone in 2009. Thank you for being there. May your tired soul now rest in peace eternally with the Lord.

20120208

crawling back to you




Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground,
And it's too late now to put out the fire,
Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning now,
Well I'm doing alright,
'Til I close my eyes
And then I see your face,
And it's no surprise.

[Chorus:]
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,
And it's hard to forget how I left you hanging
On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah,
I was doin' alright, thought I could make it,
Then I see your face and it's hard to fake it.

[Chorus:]
Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

If you could find a way, to forgive everything, I know you would.
And I would take it all back, give if only I knew that I could.

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground.
And it's too late now, to put out the fire.

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,
Just like you said I would yeah,
I swallow my pride,
Now I'm crawling back to you,
I'm out of my head,
Can't wait any longer,
Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,
Just like that, like you said I'd do,
I'm crawling back to you.

I'm crawling back to you [3x]


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STOP f**king calling up anymore!!!
the bridge has been burnt to crisp even if you crawl back!

20120106

the world as i see it



the world as i see it
is a remarkable place
a beautiful house in a forest
of stars in outer space
from a birds eye view
i can see it has a well-rounded personality
from a birds eye view, i can see
we are family
it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
no it's not a difficult thing

it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
because you are the world to me
yeah the world as i see it
is a remarkable place
every man makes a difference
and every mothers child is a saint

from a birds eye view i can see
we are spiralling down in gravity
from a birds eye view i can see
you are just like me

it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
no it's not a difficult thing

it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you unconditionally
no it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
no it's not a difficult thing
it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
because you are the world to me.

you are the mountain
you are the rock
you are the cord
and you're the spark
you are the eagle
you are the lark
you are the world
and you're remarkable
you're the ocean eating the shore
you are the calm inside the storm
you're every emotion, you can endure
you are the world, the world is yours

it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you unconditionally
no it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
no it's not a difficult thing
it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
because you are the world to me.

no it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you no it's not a difficult thing.
it's not hard for me to love you hard for me to love you
unconditionally.
no it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
no it's not a difficult thing
it's not hard for me to love you
hard for me to love you
because you are the world to me.
yeah the world as i see it, is a remarkable place

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uncanny feeling of the hippy 70s when i first heard this song over the radio one morning...reminding me so much of my childhood on sunday mornings listening to radio...

♥dedicated to my two remarkable men who mean the world to me♥

everyday is a great day! ~ CNY





记得那一年 那一段岁月
Jìde nà yī nián nà yīduàn suìyuè
I remember years of that period the year

一个小小的家园 天天都怀念
Yīgè xiǎo xiǎo de jiāyuán tiāntiān dū huáiniàn
Miss home a little every day

一杯白开水 也可以很清甜
Yībēi báikāishuǐ yě kěyǐ hěn qīng tián
Glass of water can also be very sweet

一碗热清汤面线 是一种思念
Yī wǎn rè qīngtāng miàn xiàn shì yī zhǒng sīniàn
A bowl of hot noodle soup is a miss

心若能放开一点 路就宽一些
Xīn ruò néng fàng kāi yīdiǎn lù jiù kuān yīxiē
If the heart wide open a little way to some of

财富和幸福之间 还有知足做界限
Cáifù hé xìngfú zhī jiān hái yǒu zhīzú zuò jièxiàn
Between wealth and happiness as well contented to do boundaries

一天天 一年年 天天都是好天
Yī tiāntiān yī nián nián tiān tiān dū shì hǎo tiān
Every day, year by year, day by day is a good day

不管天多高 路多远 祝福你快乐一万年
Bùguǎn tiān duō gāo lù duō yuǎn zhùfú nǐ kuàilè yī wàn nián
No matter how high the way how far day wish you happy for a thousand years

是晴天 是雨天 天天都是好天
Shì qíngtiān shì yǔtiān tiān tiān dū shì hǎo tiān
A sunny day is a rainy day is a good day

知足常乐看新一年 我看见艳阳天
Zhīzú cháng lè kàn xīn yī nián wǒ kànjiàn yànyáng tiān
Contented to see the new year, I saw Sunny

记得那一年 那一段岁月
I remember years of that period the year
Jìde nà yī nián nà yīduàn suìyuè

一个小小的家园 天天都怀念
Yīgè xiǎo xiǎo de jiāyuán tiāntiān dū huáiniàn
Miss home a little every day

一杯白开水 也可以很清甜
Yībēi báikāishuǐ yě kěyǐ hěn qīng tián
Glass of water can also be very sweet

一碗热清汤面线 是一种思念
Yī wǎn rè qīngtāng miàn xiàn shì yī zhǒng sīniàn
A bowl of hot noodle soup is a miss

心若能放开一点 路就宽一些
Xīn ruò néng fàng kāi yīdiǎn lù jiù kuān yīxiē
If the heart wide open a little way to some of

财富和幸福之间 还有知足做界限
Cáifù hé xìngfú zhī jiān hái yǒu zhīzú zuò jièxiàn
Between wealth and happiness as well contented to do boundaries
一天天 一年年 天天都是好天
Yī tiān tiān yī nián nián tiān tiān dū shì hǎo tiān
Every day, year by year, day by day is a good day

不管天多高 路多远 祝福你快乐一万年
Bù guǎn tiān duō gāo lù duō yuǎn zhùfú nǐ kuài lè yī wàn nián
No matter how high the way how far day wish you happy for a thousand years

是晴天 是雨天 天天都是好天
Shì qíng tiān shì yǔ tiān tiān tiān dū shì hǎo tiān
A sunny day is a rainy day is a good day

知足常乐看新一年 我看见艳阳天 我看见艳阳天
Zhī zú cháng lè kàn xīn yī nián wǒ kàn jiàn yànyáng tiān
Contented to see the new year, I see I see Sunny Sunny

一天天 一年年 天天都是好天
Yī tiān tiān yī nián nián tiān tiān dū shì hǎo tiān
Every day, year by year, day by day is a good day

不管天多高 路多远 祝福你快乐一万年
Bù guǎn tiān duō gāo lù duō yuǎn zhùfú nǐ kuài lè yī wàn nián
No matter how high the way how far day wish you happy for a thousand years

是晴天 是雨天 天天都是好天
Shì qíng tiān shì yǔ tiān tiān tiān dū shì hǎo tiān
A sunny day is a rainy day is a good day

知足常乐看新一年 我看见艳阳天 我看见艳阳天
Zhī zú cháng lè kàn xīn yī nián wǒ kàn jiàn yànyáng tiān
Contented to see the new year, I see I see Sunny Sunny

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May the year of the dragon brings us all peace, love , joy, prosperity & best of health always!



20120105

you are so beautiful






Romanji

Jigeum nan neoui nuneul bomyeo unda, ne mameul bomyeo unda aesseo
Haemal gedo sseun useum jitneun geu pyojeonge
Neoreul dama dugo shipda geu babogachi yeppeun kkumdeulgwa eoseolpeun moseubeul
Haru haru ne moseubi chueogeul mandeuro
Na gieokhae ne yeorinson heutojin meori kkajido

(Forever you) You are so beautiful nae gaseume miryeowa seumyeowa dagawa beonjin ne sangchodo
(Forever you) You are so wonderful sirin ne sarangdo ne nunmuldo nae appeum sangchorul jiujyo
Neol saranghanda neol saranghanda

Ijeneun neorul anajugo sipda go chagaun sesangkkeute hollo seoseongi deonneol
Haru haru nae sarangi ne mameul wirohae sangcheonan ne gaseume nae giokdeurul damneunda

(Forever you) You are so beautiful nae gaseume miryeowa seumyeowa dagawa beonjin ne sangchodo
(Forever you) You are so wonderful sirin ne sarangdo ne nunmuldo nae appeum sangchorul jiujyo
Neol saranghanda neol saranghanda

Han sungan jocha itji marayo eolmana eolmana saranghaetneunji gieokhaeyo for you
(Forever you) You are so beautiful nae gaseume miryeowa seumyeowa dagawa beonjin ne sangchodo
(Forever you) You are so wonderful sirin ne sarangdo ne nunmuldo nae appeum sangchorul jiujyo
Neol saranghanda neol saranghanda

Ne gieokuro salgo shipda


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English Translation


I am crying right now while looking at your eyes
I am crying looking at your heart painfully
The innocently (face with) the bitter smile on that expression
I want to keep you in like a fool those beautiful dreams and shabby look
day by day your appearance create good memories
I remember from your delicate hands to your tousled hair
(Forever you) You are so beautiful
(Forever you) You are so beautiful come into my heart, penetrate in (into my heart) come closer (to my heart) and those swelled up wounds of yours
(Forever you) You are so wonderful
(Forever you) You are so beautiful
that died-off love of yours too and your tears too wipe away my wounded pain
I love you I love you
Now, I want to hug the you who hover alone at the end of this heartless world
day by day my love consulate your heart.
In your appearance afflicted with wound, memories are filled
(Forever you) You are so beautiful
(Forever you) You are so beautiful come into my heart, penetrate in (into my heart) come closer (to my heart) and those swelled up wounds of yours
(Forever you) You are so wonderful
(Forever you) You are so beautiful that died-off love of yours too and your tears too wipe away my wounded pain
I love you I love you
for you
Don’t forget it even for a single moment.
Remember how much, how much exactly did we loved for you
(Forever you) You are so beautiful
(Forever you) You are so beautiful come into my heart,
penetrate in (into my heart) come closer (to my heart) and those swelled up wounds of yours
(Forever you) You are so wonderful (Forever you)
You are so beautiful that died-off love of yours too and your tears too wipe away my wounded pain
I love you I love you
I want to live with memories of you

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dedicated to the late kristine,

u left us last july...
i just wish you had a few more months to live and watch this drama...
it;s so related to you except the missing prince charming.
hope you met uncle leslie and having a ball with him now in heaven.

Rest in peace, my old friend.

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